I am heartsick about the floods in Nepal. God is there, in the flood and the fire, the song goes. This is a test of faith. We do not see God's presence there as that broken and melted glacier and mud multiply and tumble down the Himalayas, swiping at everything in its path. What can we do? Watching videos is too much.
Below I have posted the lyrics to a song we sung last Sunday. It is by Michael W. Smith. I am going to respond to it, but drop down and read them first. I am a modern woman who does not dismiss that modernity is very young in terms of the span of history. So I am conscious that everything cannot be explained by scientific means or "our neural wiring." There is a spirit world that can affect us if we allow our minds to open to it. That is why we need a better theology of the Holy Spirit. I have felt attacks by evil unseen beings lately. I am not proud to admit that. They tempt me to do fearful things (no examples) and to doubt God at a basic, existential level. I do not think this is unusual. Nor do I believe it does not have a chemical component either, or in my case, what I have inputted into my senses. Today I do not feel this oppression, but last week I did, for some reason. It happened when we were singing this song. Some will say it was not a demon; I would tend t...